A cozy place for myself...For the days that I want to share my feelings and my thoughts and for the days that I need to know how I felt and thought in the past.

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

Amazing Quote---Unknown author....

I will never say anything that couldn’t stand as the last thing I ever say.

Thursday, February 04, 2010

A mind that is stretched by a new experience

Being busy with a lot of open projects at work and school has made me a bit tired. I get off work and have to go to school. I finish an exam at school and I have to deal with a tight deadline at work. Sometimes, I want to “pause” what’s going on around me and go and walk for couple of hours. I need to get my thoughts organized and defragged. I feel a subtle touch of fear in missing deadlines or missing important tasks. I’m always repeating/reviewing my Todo’s list in an effort to prevent any missed task. I hope I can stretch my mind over all these tasks and get to a level where I can handle
Multi- Multi -tasking .

As Oliver Wendell Holmes puts: A mind that is stretched by a new experience can never go back to its old dimensions.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Just a reminder for myself

17 Again
21
21 grams
24 Redemption
2012
40 Years old virgin.
Australia
Avatar
A beautiful Mind
American History X
Bee Movie
Blod and Bone
Bolt
Bride Wars
Brüno
Burn After Reading
Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs
Crash
Date Night
Dinner for Schmucks
Eagle Eye
Face Off
Fast & Furious
Felon
Fight Club
Forgetting Sarah Marshall
From Paris with love
Get Smart
Get rich or die trying..
Ghosts of Girlfriends Past
GOODFellas
Green Zone
Harry Potter - All
Hancock
He's Just Not That into You
Horton Hears a Who!
How to Lose Friends & Alienate People
how to tame your dragon
Idiocracy
Inception
Invention of Lying.
James Bond
Jaws
Knocked Up
Legends of the Fall
Legend of the Guardians: The Owls of Ga'Hoole
Léon
Love Happens
Machete
Madagascar
Memento
Munich
Million Dollar Baby
Monsters vs. Aliens
Night at the Museum: Battle of the Smithsonian
Ocean 11,12,13
One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
Paul Blart: Mall Cop
Paycheck (2003)
Pineapple Express
Proposal
Phonebooth
Quantum Of Solace
Remember Me
Secondhand Lion
Sideways
Sin City
Slumdog Millionaire
Star Trek
Shrek 1,2,3 , Final Chapter
Terminator Salvation
Training Day
The Dark Knight
The Fast And The Furious-Tokyo
The Fighter
The Girlfriend Experience
The Hangover
The Happening
The Illusionist
The International
The Italian Job
The Matrix
The NoteBook
The Rumor has it
The Thornbird
The Pianist
The Shawshank Redemption
The Sea Inside
The Unthinkable
Toy Story 3 3D
Up
Up in the Air
Valkyrie
WALL·E
Wanted
Wedding Crasher
When in Rome..
Wrong Turn
Zack and Miri Make a Porno

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Lesiëm-- Britannia

Angelus O Britanicus
Angelicus deus
Aurora musis amica
Britannia sacra
Angelus O Britanicus
Angelicus deus
Aurora musis amica
Britannia sacra
You’re my heart, you’re my soul and my dream.
Sailing ship on the ocean of mean.
Battlefields filled with blood and with pain,
but I still hold your flag without shame
Want your love …
Get your pain …
Angelus O Britanicus
Angelicus deus
Aurora musis amica
Britannia sarca

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Sirens of the sea




Follow me, follow me yeah let's go
To the sand, to the sand, the purest sand
Into the sea, into the sea yeah let's go

Out beyond the water's edge
Far out past the coral bench
Underneath the diamond dancing lights
Chase the world from far below
Silence sleeping in the glow
Drifting down into the endless night

Take my hand, take my hand yeah take my hand
Follow me, follow me yeah let's go
To the sand, to the sand, the purest sand
Into the sea, into the sea yeah let's go

Leaving reason far behind
Nothing here is cruel or kind
Only your desire to set me free
Let us lie here all alone
Worn away like river stone
Let us be the sirens of the sea

OCEAN LAB-

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

I Miss YOU

I miss you...
where are you now?
I miss you...
where have you gone?
waiting the whole life for you...
i miss you and i need you...

it was raining when i left and it's still raining
I kiss you...

looking at the trees.. \i see how my love for you has grown and how it has thousands of versions ... nevertheless, the root is still the same simple fact that I love you.

I miss you in thousands ways..in thousands miles...

UK/Shieffield

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Manifest your life...

Sa(lman+ra) will work on a new task which will be manifesting our life.

I bet we will learn so many new things about eachother.

Monday, November 02, 2009

Data Transfer Log...

Start Point: Data to be transferred :(Tuesday, April 01, 2008)



Stored in the DB : 5192 GB
Data on the session: 5000 GB
Ongoing Traffic : Approx ~ 2000 GB/M




(Monday, Nov 02, 2009)



Stored in the DB : 25500 GB
Data on the session: 2000 GB
Ongoing Traffic : Approx ~ 3000 GB/M

Just a reminder for myself about the TV series...

1) HIMYM --> End of Season 5


















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2) The office --> Up to end of season 4




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3) 24 --> Up to end of Season 5

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4) Friends --> Completed.




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5) The big Bang Theory --> up to end of season 3.



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6) Gossip Girl --> End of Season 3





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7) Two and a Half Men --> End of Episode 15 of Season 7


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8) Entourage --> End of Season 6


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9) 30 Rock --> End of Season 1




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10) It's always sunny in Philadephia --> End of Season 1

Monday, October 26, 2009

Business administration

It takes so much effort and work to make a successful business. Not knowing that, can make you work 24 * 7 and not even achieving half of your goals . You should stand up for your goals and it's hard but fruitful. Made a decision long time ago but never had a chance to dedicate my energy for it. It's excellent implementation of Information Technology. It's IT with the highest possible EXCELLENCE.

Fingers crossed ....

Thursday, September 03, 2009

A place like hell........

In my imagination, hell should be something like:

Your plane crashes into a beautiful island where there is no one else, you know that you will have to stay there for years till someone finds you. You have got all the food you need for couple of years and plus, you have got a laptop with with an atomic battery (it will last long for couple of years), you have got a satellite-based Internet connection (don't ask me how!). You turn on your laptop, during the boot you see "BSOD" (Blue screen of death) .

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Worry about getting done

"If I spent as much time doing the things I worry about getting done as I do worrying about doing them, I wouldn't have anything to worry about."
-- Beryl Pfizer

Sunday, July 19, 2009

A new day

Why don`t you kidnap me for all time sake?
And I`ll come breaking to your house again.
I know you love it when I show you that I really care.
I never felt so safe when I`m lying up your favourite chair

Of a new day
A new day

Why don`t I break all of the rules we made?
Why don`t you throw me in the pool just like that day?
We used to stay up so very, very late,
We used to play our favourite songs until the first sign

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ark5Sw5CTho

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Mixture of feelings...

It's a strange stage when your feelings are constantly affected by your daily life. let's put it this way: Stating a day assuming that it will be a great day and you know that you have taken care of everything that is related to you and therefore it will be a fine day. Nevertheless, as time goes by, you realize that the day is not going as you have planned. why? because, others have their own impact on your day. They may change its direction, lighten up or even make it a not-so-perfect day. Well you may say we should not let others to do so and I really want to accept it but, the problem underlying this topic is that you don't want to ignore other's feeling. Long time ago when i was involved in some NLP courses, we learned how to pass everyday's facts through pre-defined filters so you may totally change the meaning of a fact and make it more pleasant. The question that I have been struggling with is that how one can define the Quality of communication in a conversation. Is there any Best, worst, average case ? if there is , what are the figures? Your conversations with your close friends and your life's key people should not become a hassle. I hope that i can find a reliable solution for this issue as it's becoming very annoying lately. So annoying...

Thursday, February 05, 2009

Life and its complexities....


Well, there are so many things that can go wrong and trust me if they can (even with 0.1% possibility), they will go wrong. Not being able to realize what has been happening for past few days, I have a very creepy feeling. I just don’t understand my thoughts and moreover I can not even make any sense of them. Just like an accident that puts the victim in a shocking position, I have been wounded by the high volume of different things and different feeling that I have been experiencing. I’m left with the hope to see and experience what I was considering as “Happiness”. The mind, itself and its logical analysis remain quite amazed with what heart and feeling can do to human’s body and soul. The soul, despite its meta-physical nature, can still cause a sensible/touchable kind of pain. So far, I can almost assure myself that there are a lot of hidden , but direct, connections between heart and soul and soul and mind. One should put the order as follow: You see things or hear things that you should not (because you know that they will affect you in a very bad way) , your heart will receive an “Unhappy” signal from your senses. It will pass the complain to your mind and mind will start complaining about some other semi-related issues. And when they see that no one cares, they both, at the same time and in an endless effort try to bother the soul. Soul , with a lot of capacity, starts receiving all the negative signals and soon will become overwhelmed. When soul reaches its limits and passes the pre-defined thresholds, (based on your previous experiences and also mindset and moreover the average of the market!) , it will start sending a lot of “Unhappy” signals to your heart and mind. Well, as you can probably predict, the story gets back to its beginning and starts all over again. We can call it an “infinite loop.” Cone and help me here. It’s your part to sit and imagine the rest of the story and if you get chance, drop me a line if you know of any solution that will send you out of this infinite loop.

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Busy like hell........

I have been very busy for past few months that I even forgot that I might need to rest a little bit..

Thursday, October 30, 2008

One Step Too Far

You can sleep forever
But still you will be tired
You can stay as cold as stone
But still you won't find peace
With you I feel I'm the meek leading the blind
With you I feel I'm just spending wasting time

I've been waiting
I'm still waiting
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
I'm still waiting
I'm with you (with you)
It's always one step too far
One step too far

You can walk too far
But still you won't be found
You can look down on the world
But still you won't find love
You won't find love

Only with mellow
Are you thin enough to slide through.
If the sun or the moon should give way to doubt,
They would immediately go out.
One swallow don't make a summer,
But tomorrow has to start somewhere.
Only with mellow
Are you thin enough to slide through.
Only with mellow
Are you thin enough to slide through.
Don't Let nothing ride you
Only with mellow
Are you thin enough to slide through.
Don't Let nothing ride you
One swallow don't make a summer.

I've been waiting
I'm still waiting
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
I've been waiting
I'm still waiting
I'm with you (with you)
It's always one step too far
One step too far


By Dido

Saturday, October 18, 2008

so many beautiful things...

Got up early, found something's missing
my only name.
No one else sees but I got stuck,
and soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second,
then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time, where's my name
I guess it crept away.

No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

I forgot that I might see,
So many beautiful things.
I forgot that I might need,
to find out what life could bring.

Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
now who's gonna wait.

No one's calling for me at the door.
and unpredictable won't bother anymore.
and silently gets harder to ignore.
look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
what's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
just let it go, what now can never be.

so many beautiful things...
so many beautiful things...

Now what do I do
can I change my mind
did I think things through

It was once my life
it was my life at one time

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Tiesto feat Andain - Beautiful Things

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Miles And Miles


How time can fade away
there seems too much to say
we stumble through the day miles and miles
my heart cannot divide this feeling deep inside
how far from fear I lied miles and miles
still standing by this wall no sign of tears to fall
as long as you will call miles and miles
I search where love can grow and watch where bitter flow
am not afraid I know miles and miles ...




Schiller feat. Moya Brennan